Monday, October 17, 2011


Well, it's not really too important. It's got to do with the music video I'm working on and some stuff about me.

SO! As you know I had planned to finish this whole Halloween music video thing for, well, Halloween, and I can't 100% guarantee that it'll be done by then. In fact I'm pretty sure it won't be done by then. I'll still work on it though, even after Halloween. I'm really happy with where it's going and want it to come out REAL good, so I don't think the time pressure would definitely help me out if I want it to come out exactly how I want it to. Plus this all started out as just for fun anyway, so I don't want to take it too seriously. I'll continue working on it every day and will put up updates on its process every Saturday like I've been doing. I've changed the name of each of the "Halloween Animated Music Video Challenge!" posts to "Animated Music Video!" to not add any confusion.

The reason why I'm doing this is because there's other stuff that I plan and want to do for this month besides just work on the music video. If I work just on the music video for this whole month, I'll feel like I've missed out on other stuff that I'll proabably regret not doing and that I don't want to do for later. Stuff that's gotta do with Halloween, stuff that's gotta do with other people, and stuff for me, like work on my film (something I've been working on for years), do blog posts here and there, make some new drawings, comics, etc.

Sorry for dumping all of this now, but if I wanna live a healthy life and feel happy and free without any weight over me and not having to worry about time, then this is the way to go.

I wish I were a lot more organized when it comes to me and my stuff, so that I can make my life and my work more easy for me. I'm sort of learning and finding out new things about myself when it comes to controlling the stuff I do.

I also want to apologize for not posting in months, but when I do post something now it'll seem like it's something spontaneous, kinda like "Whoa! Where'd he come from? He's doing something else now?" that kind of deal. Maybe that's not how you see it, but I personally see it like that and I don't like it. It's like I've put up stuff about my film months ago and say I will continue working on it and that I'll show you stuff on it later on, but then months will pass without any info and I come back out of nowhere working on something else completely different. To me that seems weird and unfair and I don't want you to think of me as some irresponsible guy who doesn't know how to control his shit. I kinda have this rule where I have to finish what I've started to sort of keep me in control with what I do and I gotta be aware that I don't break it.

Well, I feel pretty good now that I've written this. I feel like I'm now getting closer to having things more under control, which is cool.

Thanks for stopping by and reading this! I see more new people have joined to see this site, so thank you all for joining and watching! :) I'll put up an update on stuff I've done this year probably around this week!

So come back soon to see some more cool crud!


Whit said...

I hate the feeling of needing to do everything at the same time. It's a blessing in one aspect because I want to do it all but then I realize I only have so many hands and one head.

*sigh* When will biotech catch up with our needs?

Pedro Vargas said...

Yeah, totally. It's one of my worst habits, but I feel like I'm getting my stuff together now.